During my absence from the PNF i have been keeping extremely busy with work. One night i just could not get to sleep so i decided to try a new past life technique i stumbled upon. The results were mixed but interesting for sure.
The exercise has you 'walk back' the years until you reach a previous incarnation. I did not expect to 'walk' past my younger self, though in hindsight it was to be expected. I was somewhere in my pre-teens and did seem we made eye contact, which was pretty strange.
The previous incarnation i viewed was a span of a few decades of this guy's life. He (well i) was a commercial fisherman with a wife and child and life did not seem to be a very easy one. My, how things never change lol. The unexpected turn was knowing at first sight who these two family members were. They are two people very close to me in this life, though very different in roles and appearance.
During the 'walk', i jumped ahead and came to the day that version suffered a heart attack and passed away. I felt all of this and had to work my way out of this as quickly as possible. It took a few moments to subside those death feelings and though things returned to normal, i was quite fatigued afterwards. I guess once again, this is a warning to any who want to experience this without second party guidance and proper preparation. It can take a very real toll on you.
Now, i mentioned this had mixed results. The skeptic side of me tried to reason with what i experienced as latent memories or self-inserted scenarios. I love fishing so this could explain the commercial fishing aspect. Now, the spiritual side of me also felt this was why i enjoy fishing because it was an obvious big part of that life. The skeptic side of me also reasoned that people i know now were present during that life is easily explained. Also, the spiritual side of me has deeper explanations that souls tend to be together far longer than what we know now.
In the end, it's fine to question any experience you have. If you don't question, you don't learn or evolve. It's also fine to lean to your spiritual side because hey let's face it, there's so much about this life we don't understand. That is why we flock to awesome and welcoming sites such as the PNF. Knowing may not always be attainable.....perspective is.